DEON'NY! :]

"bartender makes sour wine, he still went drunk"

am talking to god mummy now. <3>

so today went on being calm. studied in the afternoon. pretty happy that im finally sorting out thinkings. hahahaha. and yah. i shall just admit im stubborn and totally stupid to say those words. i may have been out of my mind then. hmm. hope everything could be rewind again. oh well. what can i do? so damn pissed with myself. sigh. anyway; i guess things will still be messy. no happiness no excitements. lol. thats what im expecting lah. so its okay, i shall just live with it. and who cares?

here am i like a block of wood. useless and nevertheless, problematic. oh well. shall just reprimand myself for this once..

let's make love, in th closet;
7:22 PM;